I Rather Bleed than Burn

Can't find the sunrise    
I'm crashing into my soul    
I now realize    
I've have nothing to hold    
   
My voice echoes when I call    
My back against the wall    
Where have all my heroes gone    
They act like nothings wrong    
   
With all these pages in my head    
The devil won't let me be    
I keep seaching for words of red    
In hopes I find them in me    
   
They say blood was shed    
And "He" not dead    
Sometimes I feel the fire    
So when it's my turn    
I rather bleed than burn