Opposite ends

Opposite ends again
I struggle with letting it out
You can't hold anything in
I'm too weary to go back and forth
You're missing the point;
I don't care if I win

I'm tired of sitting around
But I can't get you out of the house
It's a battle every time
I've decided it's not worth the fight
The result is the same in the end

You're talking of leaving again
I doubt the thought leaves your head
Don't think I don't understand
My moods are hard to withstand
I would run too--
If I wore your shoes
I envy the option to choose