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Not Worth It
It's a depth of pain
I've never before experienced
I've be hurt before
So many times I've lost count
Him with his indifference
She with her betrayal
Lackluster life
Just squeezing by
Only surviving to be
A quasi decent mother
I have responsibilities
What fucking right
Do I have to wish for,
To hope for
So much more
Words of anger spoken
Even strangers know I'm trash
But this...is a whole new
Level of pain...of loss
Am I only an aside
There when you're not
Busy with your own life
Don't look at me like that
It's a valid question
Why do I feel as if
I'm being pushed away
Hidden away, almost secret
I'm not content with that position
I want your all
As I have given mine
Who am I kidding
I'm not worth it anyway
I've never before experienced
I've be hurt before
So many times I've lost count
Him with his indifference
She with her betrayal
Lackluster life
Just squeezing by
Only surviving to be
A quasi decent mother
I have responsibilities
What fucking right
Do I have to wish for,
To hope for
So much more
Words of anger spoken
Even strangers know I'm trash
But this...is a whole new
Level of pain...of loss
Am I only an aside
There when you're not
Busy with your own life
Don't look at me like that
It's a valid question
Why do I feel as if
I'm being pushed away
Hidden away, almost secret
I'm not content with that position
I want your all
As I have given mine
Who am I kidding
I'm not worth it anyway
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