The pain of my life.  

Pain is the game
Through my life I have played
All the mistakes I have made
This road for myself I paved
The price I have paid,

A broken heart,
A shattered soul,
Forlorn hope,  
Climbing, clutching,  clawing my way up this
Hopeless slope

I begin to choke,  
I find I'm sliding down this extreme decline,
No-one hears my cries,
Damn I feel like a mime!
I'm stuck in a mine,
Trapped in my own mind,
Through the mud I am ploughing,  
But in my head I'm finding
No strength to carry on,
Like my legs are gone,
It's like I weigh a ton,

'' maybe I should grab a gun''
From these thoughts I try to run
But I am constantly caught
Down to my knees is am brought
Distressed and distraught,  
I desperately try to recollect my thoughts
A battle in my mind is fought

'' Pick up the gun and end the war''
This I hear,  thus I tremble in fear
Neither clear thoughts nor eyes
The end is nigh.