It's Cold and Lonely

It's cold and lonely
here without you.
Where are your arms holding me,
keeping me warm? 
Where is your voice,
saying you love me?
I cry out.
I need you, the real you,
the one who didn't beat me.
There's a crack, a rip, a tear
in my heart that only you can mend.
My broken heart is pumping blood out my sliced wrists
like a stream.
A stream of memories
that I'm trying to drain from my abused body.
Make the pain
of wanting you, of missing you fade.
I need you.
It's cold and lonely  
here without you.
Where are your arms holding me,
keeping me warm?
Where is your voice
saying you love me? 
Where are you Jeremy?