Memories of first love

Six years have passed,
but memories keep on hunting me..
Everyday, every minute, every second,
I am being hunted.

Why is this happening?
I didn't see you for the past two years,
why I had to see you the other day.
I tried to ignore you,
but the anxiety was too much..

I screamed within,
I tried to cry but I can't,
I am listening to songs that I used to listen,
when I fell in love with you.

You are a mischievous lover,
You flirted with me,
played with my feelings,
I fell in your trap,
Then I was destroyed in your love.

It took me 5 years to ignore memories of you,
In fact I forgot everything that happened in the past.
Don't you think it was hard?
I didn't fell in love again like how I loved you.

I don't think I can handle my craziness now,
Memories keep on hunting me like if it was yesterday,
I didn't move on,
The decision of a 15 year old to fall in love,
is hunting me today.

Tell me, Hear me!!
Can you? Can you?
I beg of you please.....