I hope you die

Every time I have tried,
You seem to survive,
This time will be different,

You will drink the poison,
I will slice your throat,
I will pull the trigger,
I will tie the noose and let you hang,
I laugh as you scream,
I love the feel of your blood on my hands,

This time I will make sure you will not survive,
You have already wronged me to many times,
Your death will make me smile,
I'll make sure it's slow and painful,
I want you to suffer,
I want you to cry,
I can't wait until you die