used to bees (no pun intended)

courage is having the nuts to stand up and advocate your needs
to stand up in front of a room full of judging adults and read your pleads
yes,courage is breaking up with your boyfriend
and  still being able to be friends
to still be able to make small talk without breaking down
to be able to swallow your tears down
to just get your emotions out in a few choice sentences
you just try to stay in the moment and not
remember how he almost fucked up your prom
but luckily I still had a shred of confidence
you gave a fuck what your friends thought
so I hung out with mine to compensate for my M.I.A boyfriend
we pushed away from each other
life moves on for us
we no longer talk about our fantasies and instead i talk with my new crush
it was beautiful while it lasted.
now we are both past it.
i still question if everything  you told me was true
i know for me i really did love you.
his middle name is Ben just like yours but i dont give a rats ass about that
because your blonde and hes brunette. i need to move on in order to get over you