Pain

 A dull ache resonates throughout my being,
it happens everyday now, He's supposed to protect me,
But he does the exact opposite, he breaks what little self-esteem i have,
I guess that is normal but to go as far as he does is..........wrong,
Mom tried to stop him but now she's gone, he sent her away in a casket,
Nobody questioned it, why does this go unnoticed or are they to selfish to care,
He has finally done it, he snapped death will be upon me shortly,
Mom said if my life depended on it to end him, but I couldn't bring myself to do it,
I have one last chance and I will take that chance or I will be taking his place,
he started this because....because he couldn't be brave and say something meaningful to my brother,
now he wallows in self-pity and guilt, he takes it out on me and probably will till one of us dies.
So here I make my choice to end

........all the pain,

......... the sorrow

.... The cruelty
but is it really worth it?
........... Yes.