Music solves everything.

My chest cracks and taps when the past flashes back
beating so out of race i cant stand at a steady pace
feels like im dying , melting with no care or self aware
realising the mental torture i whitnessed back then
yeah , back then when i had long hair and was the happiest girl
I wore my smile not forced it upon my wasting away face
such a changed in such a short amount of space
my love has gone away... a year ago fuck
my chest just cracks and taps yo
another day goes , cracks and taps yo , i cant stand alone
No
moving on is all i know , to work hard is all i know
realising the wrong people, deciding whats best for me
in this world of broken dreams
Hmmmm .. Looking around me i see three saviours
the ones who are gold if you met them they would melt your soul
kindness and gratitued they showed followed by respect
they just know , they know how to be human
How to live and how to work in a pattern
life changing expectations and my heart beating again
i cant believe the relationship ive made ,
heart fixing beat by beat in diffrent ways , such a ray of sunlight
he brings happines to my life ,
although i cant let go and the battles a hell of a long road
with him i dont feel alone , i dont feel confused most of all i dont feel used
hes gained my respect , hes gained my love
the kind of love i held for her above
just hoping this direction is safe and clear
i dont want to ride anymore bumpy roads of fear
cracking chest it sends my head west , I just want what is best
A future i can make of my own , build a home
jobs are hard to find with no passion at mind , I like to write
writing , dreaming , searching ...
*oh piano it means nothing to me*
Music solves everything