Harold

I watched her nervously walk to her car. It's 9 o'clock. She's looking, searching, for me. I slowly duck down closer, to the ground. Deep inside I secretly hope she sees me. My heart is pounding and I'm sweating. I want her so fucking bad. My breath is getting heavier and much quicker. I can't wait another night. I need her, now. She's pulling her keys out of her bag and frantically trying to unlock the door. She's safe, for now. I've been watching her for weeks. She's fucking beautiful. She has short, brown hair and pale skin. Her eyes are a pale green, I've watched her shed so many tears from her beautiful eyes. I watch her from her window. Nobody loves her except me. When she leaves the house, I go in. Smelling her clothes, listening to her music and I lay on her bed. Ever since she found out about me she's so scared. I don't blame her. I'm an awful person. I do bad things. Mostly to animals, but I want to do bad things to people. It's not my fault. I'm going to make her mine tonight. She drives off, I sit for a moment, salivating at the thought of having her in my hands, helpless. I rush to my car so I can follow her. I'm driving way over the speed limit. My heart is about to burst out of my chest and I'm fucking horny. I can't take it anymore. I drive up beside her, grinning. I can tell she's crying. She knows what's coming. She pulls into her driveway, running out of the car, not even shutting her door. I park a couple doors down. Slowly walking up to her house. My mind is racing. I'm about to have so much fun. I step onto the drive way, sweat is dripping and I lick it off of my upper lip, shutting her car door for her. I walk up to the house, going to her backdoor. I smash the back window in, I hear her scream. Stupid bitch probably didn't even call the cops. I let myself in. I can smell her from down here and I can barely contain myself. I sling my backpack over my shoulder, running up the stairs. I'm laughing at this point. For once in my life I am about to do something that I know will make me happy. I kick her door open, and she's holding a knife and crying, sitting in the corner and crying hysterically. I put my bag down and ask her to stop being so sad. She waves the knife in my face begging me to leave. I've come this far and there's no turning back now. I jump on top of her, knocking the blade from her hand and grip my hands around her throat. She feels so fucking good. Now she's gagging and choking and I'm on the verge of orgasm. She begins to slowly pass out and I try and contain myself from coming. She's out like a light and just for a moment I caress her body with my hands. She's soft and smooth and she smells like lavender. I begin to undress her. Admiring her body. I feel like my cock is going to explode again. I grab the rope from my bag, tying her hands and feet together. I take the knife, slowly running it across her throat. Blood is now staining the floor and I taste some of it. I'm such a sick fuck. I put my fingers over her eyes, digging them deep into her sockets. I feel the useless flesh beneath my fingers exploding and going under my fingernails. I can't hold back anymore, I quickly undo my pants, adding my seamen to the mix of her blood. I am toppling over, it was the best orgasm I've had in months. I need more. I cut deeper into her neck, removing the head. I pick it up and her head is now in my hands. Her hairs soaked in blood and I've never seen her more beautiful. I begin kissing her, running my tongue all over her lips. I put her head on the nightstand and look at her body. So fucking perfect. I'm hard, again, so I start rubbing my cock all over her tits. I take the blade, making a Y incision and begin pulling the skin back. Now all her organs are exposed and I put my hand inside of her. Feeling every inch of her inside and outside. I'm elbows deep in her and I come again. This time, inside of her. I put my cock inside of her stomach and began fucking her organs. I came even harder that time. I start to snap out of it and begin dry heaving. I can't believe what I've done. I start uncontrollably puking. Now I've really made a mess. There's a mangled body on the floor and seaman, blood and vomit everywhere. I'm not going to clean this up. I'll never do this again.