I Just Don't Know

When I look in the mirror what am I supposed to see?

A beautiful woman who's trapped inside me?

or maybe a little girl who just wants & needs to be loved

instead of a little girl who feels like she's constantly being shoved.

Am I supposed to love everything about me

when there's no beauty inside of me that I can see?

Or am I supposed to fake a smile

when I know I have been crying for a while?

What am I supposed to show

because honestly I just don't know!!!!!