Let go

The crystallized tears.
Always in my eyes.
They never leave.
They always remain,
In my glossy eyes.
The hurt and pain hidden.
My escape ,
In your arms.
You opened me up , and set me free.
You then pushed me away and ,
Laughed at me.
All this time , using me.
Never again , no heart , no love.
You look at me like I’m a freak.
It’s bad enough I’m called a geek.
That’s not the end , oh no that would be to nice.
You told me you’re sorry , pulled  me back.
Held me close , Heart attack.
Love is found once again.
Pain is shed.
Tears are spread.
Rosy cheeks , up all night , you and me.
“Don’t leave”
I plead.
But as the story unfolds.
Our love is destroyed.
You leave me alone in this cold , unforgiving world.
Will you come back?
Make me smile?
Hold me close?
Wipe the tears from my cheeks?
Tell me I’m all you need?
Tell me you will never leave?
We both know that’s a lie.
Our love is only temporary in a world of hurt.
But lets make it last.
You and me , holding hands.
Me and you , never looking down.
Me , alone , dead , and cold.
You , alone , your world still turns.
What have we learned here today?
You and I , is a lie.
“But that’s okay.”
I sigh.
I still love you. I let you in. I hold close. Comfort you in the worst.
I feel so alone. But yet you’re here.
Is it wrong to feel this way?
Well I will be the one to say “Goodbye.”
Slit my throat , end my life.
Watch me die.
Please dry your eyes love.
Don’t you cry.
I’m happy now.
This is all I know.
It’s time to let go.