I am lost

I am lost without you,with all the things you do I still can't believe how you grew on me like the vines that hung from the trees in the jungle in my mind, but those words you said stung so bad I just can't get out of bed, your words cut those vines so they can put me in binds, forcing me destroy every memory of you I could find,memories that at one point brought me bliss...

Goodbye...love...is a lie