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Wake me up from this nightmare
Tell me its all a dream
That when I open my eyes he'll be here
Before I start to scream
My soul feels like its dying
Ripped away and shredded
Trying so hard not to start crying
Accepting the very thing I dreaded
How could you do this shit to me
You know hes my world, my life
Id give up my life for him to have everything
But here you are causing so much pain and strife
Dont you see you kidnapped him
And somehow you still have the upper hand
My chances of winning this case is slim
Its sad because I told you Id do everything I can
And now here I am with you laughing in my face
As im down on my knees
Digging my own grave
Knowing death is the only place I'll find peace
From a broken heart
A conflicted mind
All this pain thats been  tearing me apart
A past I cannot leave behind
For years now I have been waiting for that final shove
In 20 days it'll be his first birthday
I miss watching him play and his kisses and hugs
And because you arent mature enough to leave our differences behind, youre taking            everything away