Abortion

I feel tormented
I feel ashamed
Bound
Depressed
I wanna end this agony
No one will find me
My situation is not reversible
But it is damaging
Shaming
How could you do this
Ashamed
Disgraced
By a decision I had no choice in
The wombman’s choice
Abort my seed
In affliction he was conceived
Rapist my father who hated me
Loved me with a twisted evil passion
Stripped me of innocence and purity
Who will have me?
No one will find me
My situation is not redeemable
But it is fortified by the lies
The enemy tells me
That I’m not worthy
Of my Father’s forgiving glory
Into the sea of forgetfulness
The Father reminds me
Of my past failures and present faults
Though I’m broken and worn
Of wars I’ve won
But this right here
Brings me to tears
The cries of he
From beyond, Mommy, why did you stop me from being born
From Zion I traveled
Waiting in the moon, for you
A queen, carrier of me the seed
Remind you that though cut down before time I love you
And always will
Repent, repent! For I was heaven sent
To you
A gift you returned
I understand your pain and shame
So I’ll come again
Born again I am
I hear you my precious
Through the air of snares
Fiery shots of that adversary
I hear you, I won’t forget you
But be the winds beneath ya mother’s wings
I’ll go on, I’ll live to fight another day
And pray that you come back quickly to heal me
I won’t let you down this time
I won’t let you go this time
But as I look up
I see my Father’s face that shines
Upon us
And trust
As I hold you against my breast
I’ll remember who you are
Though in the form of another gender
I’ll cherish you and teach you
Just as you’ve taught me
How to be a good mommy…