lead me to my doom

Its hard to love the one you supposed
When you love another
So out of reach
So disclosed
It makes me wonder

Not a day goes by
That i dont ask why
I let you walk out of my life

I have grown older and bolder
In a short time span
Life has made me realize
Your the one
To hold my hand

I regret somany things
And lost my muse
Not even the music within
Sings a happy tune

I now suffer from my actions
Responsability I now must face
But it would be so much easier
If you would just take the place
Beside me, my left and right side
A friend, a lover, in which I can confide

I am torn and broke
On my emotions I choke
This heart was meant to love you
Now destined to evoke

The rage in me
I fight for my life
But like i said, I have done this to me
And so pain will surfice

No more happy
No more bloom
My heart is empty
And shall lead me to my doom