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How DU Has helped my Parkinson's and PTSD!
How DU Has helped my Parkinson's and PTSD!
Such an Amazing Under Ground World that I have found... A God sent, indeed that I find myself here... On daily bases its a struggle for me... My mind drifts back to horrific, horrible spaces in time... Normally doesn't take much to trigger such flash backs of memories that I long to forget... Which sends not only my mind into purgatory, yet as while allows Parkinson's to take over this human shell... Not but a few weeks ago, I felt lost with such thoughts trapped in my head... My darling Itancanka, as a wonderful Master, lover and best friend... Aches many times listening to my nightmares after any given day of suffering through flash backs... Twitches and jerks of my illnesses that bout cripples me... Even though I have Therapist, Counselors and Doctors that helps treat my PTSD and the symptoms of Parkinson's disease... There is only so much that the mind is willing to share with ones that will truly never understand... Yet so willingly ready to push a pill and judge my past... One night I was surfing the web, not able to sleep... I stumbled across this wonderful site... awe... Wonderful indeed, I spent hours at first just reading how freely others shared their thoughts and feelings in songs, stories and poems... Such a feeling of freedom came over me... Knowing finally that there is a place that I could share my feelings, thoughts, memories and maybe fears, hopes and dreams... Between the loving hands of my Itancanka pushing my limits, strengthening the heart of this almost forgotten slave... His inaha, and now this Wonderful Under Ground World... That has unlocked the doors to my own purgatory... I am set free...I truly do thank You! For,How DU Has helped my Parkinson's and PTSD!
Such an Amazing Under Ground World that I have found... A God sent, indeed that I find myself here... On daily bases its a struggle for me... My mind drifts back to horrific, horrible spaces in time... Normally doesn't take much to trigger such flash backs of memories that I long to forget... Which sends not only my mind into purgatory, yet as while allows Parkinson's to take over this human shell... Not but a few weeks ago, I felt lost with such thoughts trapped in my head... My darling Itancanka, as a wonderful Master, lover and best friend... Aches many times listening to my nightmares after any given day of suffering through flash backs... Twitches and jerks of my illnesses that bout cripples me... Even though I have Therapist, Counselors and Doctors that helps treat my PTSD and the symptoms of Parkinson's disease... There is only so much that the mind is willing to share with ones that will truly never understand... Yet so willingly ready to push a pill and judge my past... One night I was surfing the web, not able to sleep... I stumbled across this wonderful site... awe... Wonderful indeed, I spent hours at first just reading how freely others shared their thoughts and feelings in songs, stories and poems... Such a feeling of freedom came over me... Knowing finally that there is a place that I could share my feelings, thoughts, memories and maybe fears, hopes and dreams... Between the loving hands of my Itancanka pushing my limits, strengthening the heart of this almost forgotten slave... His inaha, and now this Wonderful Under Ground World... That has unlocked the doors to my own purgatory... I am set free...I truly do thank You! For,How DU Has helped my Parkinson's and PTSD!
Published 5th Apr 2015
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8th Apr 2015 3:04am
beautiful - made me cry - fellow sufferer of PTSD since 2011 - I am so glad that you have found strength and solace here - I am still looking
Be well :-)
Be well :-)
8th Apr 2015 4:13am
