What you destroyed

Are you happy ?
I really hope you now are!
Im all out of love theres nothing its completely gone
id be lying if i said i never seen it before it came i knew you would dig a dagger in my heart & soul again ,
my heart was hoping something would change i was wrong to think you would change every birthday year in year out is the same this time is so different from anytime before
Nothing can repair the peaces of my shattered heart like before
What hurt so much is you meant it we both know you did and thats the thanks i get for loving you so much from we were just kids maybe my hearts right iv loved a heartless fool half of my life memories iv cherished moments , laughs, tears they way looking in your eyes id get lost id see my baby
Id see your amazing heart i could never stay angry at you even just hearing your voice when you'd ring its me my heart would race it would alway remind me how it made me feel like i did by the river that time,
Now its tarnished forever thanks to you this time i can never forgive you !
Will i get over it i really don't know because iv never loved a  person like i loved you before
I know one things for sure i don't love you like i did no more
This  pain is unreal walking around smiling no one knows how hollow and dead i feel thankful for the few hours the tears run dry i sleep but as soon as there no chance anyone can see or tell the tears flow so much i could full a wishing well if i had one wish just one it would be this for you
  [[id wish for you to live in happiness and wealth and someday you release how much i loved and cared for you and you give just as much to a special kind of girl someday ]] be the man i know you can be learn to trust learn to want real woman not the madness you choose over me !!
From all of this the only puzzle piece  I'm taking with me to chuck in that river is the very first piece the start when i was dumb and stupid and gave you my heart it will sink drown and wash out to sea no one will ever find it the puzzle piece that completes me
I cant believe you have did this to me but i cant hate you i knew how it ended honestly thank you I'm finally completely free broken but I'm free of all the hurt games pain and misery
I hope you find what your looking for and treat it in such a better way cherish life's gift because one day you'll look back i know you will i hope you see how words destroyed me
 I hope you found that chocolate btw it cost you writing how you needed it so badly Enjoy life i hope you in time grow wise and grow up and life treats you well in return
I wont see you on the other side for the rest of my life i will make sure our paths never ever collide
I will carry the scares in my heart for the rest of my life time love is toucher love is pain never will i trust someone like that again wrote from a heart drowning in pain.......