Only love can hurt this bad

Set Adrift in a sea
A mindless wandering
Searching for something
Hoping for apology
Betrayal comes swift
A knife in the back
Can't even look into my eyes
The "angel" turned demon
As the truth is hidden
The lies pile up
Like corpses in the morgue
Saying trust me
I love you
Push away from me
Don't touch me
I feel dirty
I trusted you
I gave you my all
You say a mistake
That it's not a lie
But it's not the first
A stream of hidden
Hurtful, stinging, hateful
Half truths string out
Behind your masked face
WHO are you
Who have you become
Do I love that anymore
how can i be sure
I must
Only love can hurt this bad.