Hope

See my confidence is up and I know it
I know im the shit and don't show it
Respect the mind of a poet
Rock with me now or cry later
Cause my new found strength will shy down any hater
words to your ear like a pussy to a vibrator
I don't need you, you need me
Ima be just what I wanna be
Don't believe in me, believe in what you see
You see me you see a future king, with a girl with a huge diamond on her ring who can sing and damn sure do her thing
Call me crazy but don't call me broke
I thank God for this new found hope
Think about times when I couldn't cope
Cleansing my soul, no need for soap
Its crazy to think of the days I'd hold my head over the sink
Tears falling and on the brink
of losing my mind
I remember when my sanity was borderline, but that was before the rhymes on lines
God given new found glory
This is the beginning of a new life story
Things that once excited bore me
Things that I wanted I now know weren't for me
My thoughts are worth more than a dollar
Hold your girl cause I just might holler  
She want a baller or a scholar
not a nigga that'll offer her nada
I tell her Ill slide in but she don't wanna hear it
Cause I know the dick, she fear it
Make her wetter than a sauna, have her crying to her mama for what this bad man did
I told her not to mess with the kid, but she ain't listen
She said Chris you trippin, you won't have this pussy drippin
Until I came over, High not sober, put my dick in while I hold her
She told me stop, I didn't do it
Cause she ain't believe me I was there to prove it
now she's begging for more.