MaMa - [ for Reunion Comp ]

I thought it was over
I thought it had all stopped
The crying
The screaming
The violent raging
The perpetual madness
I hoped my fear would subside
I hoped my life would change
Seeing you embalmed I smiled
Seeing you put in the ground I grinned
Killing you was an act of kindness
Killing you released you from your pain
I was not proud of what I’d done
I was not proud of what I’d become
I had no choice I had to act
I had no choice it all had to end
For three nights I slept sound
For three nights peace, perfect peace
But last night I awoke in fright
But last night I heard the screaming
It was you
It was definitely you
How could this be
How could you come back
I followed the noise
I followed the smell of lavender
Then I saw your bedroom door open
Then I saw you on the stair
Screaming, you ran up into the hallway
Screaming, you ran right through me
I feel your evil presence all around
I feel your vengeful presence inside me
You pushed me to the top of the stairs
You pushed me, I see you dead at the foot of the stair
You were twisted and broken physically
You were twisted and broken mentally
You scream
I scream
I know what you want
I know what you want me to do
I wont be pushed to jump, you didn’t
I won’t be pushed over the edge like you were
Your voice in my head says “Every night.”
Your voice says “Every night I will torture you.”
“You will jump.”
“You will die.”
Maybe I will
Maybe I won’t
I’m still glad I pushed you