Living Dead

Darkness curling around me,
I let it find its way in,
Let it curl around my soul,
Give it my anger,
My hate to feed on,
Let it build slowly,
Spilling over into my life,
No longer wearing color,
But rather the absence thereof,
I lose interest in everything,
My friends, my family,
I go through life abhorring,
What everyone else stands for.
LIFE, LOVE, HOPE, FAITH,
I lost those long ago,
The rumors, the name calling,
The cheating, the lying,
Two faced back stabbing sons of bitches,
What is the use in living?
What is the use in love?
Feel my pain,
Feel my anger, my hatred,
Be swamped as I was,
Join me in this corrupt existence,
Let me show you where I live,
Meet my demons,
Be me for a day then tell me,
I have no right to be,
Among the living dead.