what could I possibly do?

A frightening word spills out loud
Screams like an alarm never proud
Then hangs over all like a cloud
What could I possibly do?

A nightmare that calls in deep sleep
Sends a message that I can’t keep
All known is I feel like a creep
What could I possibly do?

Someone has misunderstood me
Can’t take it back, and they can’t see
Happens much like it’s meant to be
What could I possibly do?

Suddenly I’m told God is dead
It’s spiritual, in my head
Though hell is real, I’m there instead
What could I possibly do?

I’m in a class that’s very low
Appearance isn’t much to show
They tell me this like I don’t know
What could I possibly do?

A person doesn’t want me here
They have a plan it’s crystal clear
To many I’m not very dear
What could I possibly do?

Now I have an ugly disease
I’m the one they pick on to tease
Shortly dying have mercy please
What could I possibly do?