Conditioning

Have you ever noticed that people suck?
i mean of course you have, everyone does
if you deny then you must be;
high
sick  
delusional
or lying
there is no trusting these creatures
their new born multiplying
Vindictive
Coniving
Its growing inside me
internally crying
a need to be let out
but sucked back into the ground  
by these "people"
 
i cannot pretend as if i am not one
its embarassing i must confess
i didnt like being a kid
i dont like kids
and growing up seems to leave no room for rest
haha.  no rest for the wicked
no rest for us all
as much we try to hide it
sin caresses our souls
 
so fuck love
and screw hate
can you trust more than one person  
whole heartedly?  
Honestly!
i believe i have had almost just about enough
people suck
the life out of you
the good is derived from you
stolen like your last breath
by a serial killer  
banging at your chest
 
a constant pattern
repeating itself throughout time
never ending history
 
do we even have a chance?
or will the devil be the one
whom we shall share our last dance?