An Invisible Disease

A Silent Battle, 
I Fight From Within, 
It's Not Visible On My Body,
My Face Or My Skin,
Inside My Head,
Where It Eats Me Away,
It's A Constant Battle I Face Everyday...

An Invisible Illness,
Is The Worst Of Its Kind,
Plays With Your Brain,
Fucks With Your Mind,
An Invisible Illness,
As No One Can See,
You Fight It Alone,
Acting Bold And Carefree..

This Fucking Pethosis,
It Drives Me Insane,
It's Taken Up Residence,
Deep In My Brain,
It's A Constant Struggle,
A Struggle That Eases With
A Conveyor Of Medication,
Pills And Potions Now My Only Salvation..

There Are Things Out There, 
You Just Cannot See, 
And As Hard As I Try, 
To Escape And Break Free, 
I Battle To Be Normal, 
Stop The Rotting Decay, 
Fighting So Hard, 
Just To Get Through the day..

"Try Not To Judge, 
Just Understand Please, 
It Eats Away
It's A Sickness, 
Disease".. 
Until You Have Walked, 
A Day In My Shoes, 
You've No Idea,
Just How Battered And Bruised, 
I Get Everyday, 
Life Is Taking Its Toll, 
But Not In My Mind,
In My Heart And My Soul.




Just Because You Can't See it.. Doesn't Mean It's Not There

If You've Never Been There You Won't Understand, 
If You Don't Understand.. 
Your Lucky To Have Never Been There..