MY ANGEL PETRO

Looking at your eyes,
Consuming the pain and lies,
Converting the words said,
Trying to stop the midnight cries,

Pain flowing freely,
Staring at the black sky,
Screaming out to the universe,
Failing the attempt to try,

Brandy and shots,
Disinfecting the scars inside,
Putting on your best masked smile,
Throwing out your built pride,

Known cuts, reminding you,
Paralyzed are your dreams,
Ripped from your innocents,
Unforeseen heartbreak screams,

Floating in your maze of believe,
Walking foot paths to your memories,
Framing each one in a golden frame,
Then fading back to reality,

Staring at the built up questions,
Wishing for a grain of truth,
Keep on going back,
Disappointment creeping in,

Hoping for that one glimpse,
Smiling while running towards hope,
Convincing the world of a miracle,
Only to be deplenished in seconds,

Blood flowing from your hands,
White is turning to black,
Warm words falling to endless grounds,
Knowing, rivers of tears won’t bring him back,