alone..in..time

(sorry it took so long for me to write again.. i just thought there was nothing to write about anymore, that life was pointless. after all one can only go so far until they hit their breaking point, and it seems that my demons tell me to give in, to just take the leap.. so ill give it one more try..
would someone help me to understand, to show me life is worth living someone please write me.. someone please save me...)

i'm forgotten
can you see me anymore..
i'm forgotten
i'm falling through the floor..

you said you'd be there
till the very end..
you said you'd be there
till i became a man..

someone save me today
someone hold me tonight
someone help me i'm losing sight
its seem's i'll never reach the light

i thought you were my lover
turns out your like all the other's
you left in my time of need
so alone, i guess i'll take the lead

today you're nowhere to be found
and all the music has no sound
so today i'll let it all go
cause finally i can make it on my own..

so ill take this knife and slit my wrist
and watch the bloody red mist
fly away in the depths of night
because finally, i've lost this fight