Never meant

I never meant for cruel things I said
I never meant to depart and fade after we got laid
With rumours I heard you struggle all alone with my child
While I was busy hunting in this wild,

I never care of you so much
Because of me your dreams vanish
Because of me all masculine became your worst nightmare
That’s a fear I cease to endure,

I never meant for cruel things I said
I never meant to depart and fade after we got laid
I hope one day you can find it through your heart to forgive me
But if you don’t I won’t blame you I’ll do the same