Lauren's ultimatum

(Written to support my book [no completed yet], ‘Lauren’s’ message to ‘Mr. Hull’)

Does my age put you of?
Does your role take control?
Are you as confused as I am?
Let me know.

If you’re a teacher then teach me,
     Enlighten me, please.
I’m a proud individual
     I’ll no beg on my knees.

One moment we have something,
     The nest you’re gone.
Was it me? Was it you?
     What went wrong?

Give up the lies! Give me a clue1
Make your decision.
Hurry up an choose.

I can’t stay forever,
I don’t think I can wait,
I expect to be abandoned,
It’s practically fate.

I met you alone;
I’m used to it, it’s true.
But it’s a question of want,
And sir, I want you.

But I don’t need a knight.
I could get on without you –
Can I? Should I? Is that true?

I want but don’t need you
I have time, but I shant waste it.
It’s your choice –
           Make it.