Jesica

Dear Jessica
I'm not the guy you truly know
You know me as sweet and honest
Always with a happy glow

I tell you now that isn't me
It is not who I am meant to be
I am dark and twisted
Broken and scared

I have darkness
coursing through my veins
I feel a hate
Pressing
Against my mind

I feel myself slipping
That razor is calling me back
Telling me to cut
Deep and hard to reach the blood

Dedicated to Jessica Neethling