My interview with the marionette

I'm wasting way too much time?
Go tell the puppet

I'll spend my whole life,
to know why I believe,
my soul has abandoned me
Go tell the puppet

This isn't my life by design
it's the marionette casting more strings
this vice choke he has around my neck,
so firm, strong... make me feel helpless
Go tell the puppet

Is this where my thoughts reach out?
I can't decide if my head is spinning
it's eating me inside
Go tell the puppet

Dammit I will not be afraid
to close the door on who made me so sure,
I'm a slave to what could be more

He's a waste of time and space
not even afraid to see me leaving
Goodbye sweet marionette