If You Truly Cared

Pushed to the point of suicide
Maybe once or twice
The feelings I could barely hide
The decision not so nice.

I sent a text seeking a friend
The only person I could trust
But you were not there in the end
My insides turned to dust.

Maybe you'd realize my pain
My fear, loathing and distrust
Something snapped in my brain
But I pushed on, I knew I must

My two best friends gone in a moment
Attempted suicide from my best
Three people leaving just like rodents
And I was left here like pest

Many months with so few words
A conflict arises and you lift your phone
Your opinion like dirty turds...
Nuff said.