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My Fault
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't even think I can
I've been through this before
barely survived then
Why am I doing this again?
I know I'm not that strong
but there's no one else to blame
only I'm wrong
A different kind of pain
I'm the only one to blame
I only do this all
I do it all for him
even though I know it's wrong
I can't make up an excuse
a different kind of pain
but really what's the use?
Another tear has fallen
hurts worse each one that's dropped
inside I'm slightly broken
I don't know when it stops
I guess it's up to me
but I can't stop this fall
so I just lie here sobbing
it's really all my fault
Another thought occurs
maybe I can change
but then the thought hurts
I remain the same
I shy away from reality
make my own world
it may be fantasy
but at least I'm safe from me
I can't do this anymore
I realize I don't want to
maybe I can disappear
but how will someone find me?
I can't stand to be alone
I want someone to help me
take away the self blame
even though I know it's my fault
I don't even think I can
I've been through this before
barely survived then
Why am I doing this again?
I know I'm not that strong
but there's no one else to blame
only I'm wrong
A different kind of pain
I'm the only one to blame
I only do this all
I do it all for him
even though I know it's wrong
I can't make up an excuse
a different kind of pain
but really what's the use?
Another tear has fallen
hurts worse each one that's dropped
inside I'm slightly broken
I don't know when it stops
I guess it's up to me
but I can't stop this fall
so I just lie here sobbing
it's really all my fault
Another thought occurs
maybe I can change
but then the thought hurts
I remain the same
I shy away from reality
make my own world
it may be fantasy
but at least I'm safe from me
I can't do this anymore
I realize I don't want to
maybe I can disappear
but how will someone find me?
I can't stand to be alone
I want someone to help me
take away the self blame
even though I know it's my fault
Published 8th May 2011
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9th May 2011 2:16am
im very honest but i have no complaints with this poem. would you mind if i wrote it down in my notebook? also welcome to the site i hope you enjoy your time spent here.
9th May 2011 3:50am
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