One step down from hell

Grab my wrists and use your blade
Take my skin and rip it up
Tear at my soul a thousand times
Till there is nothing left but cries
Cries of hopeless helpless sorrow
Find my bastard soul
Floating on the sea of life
Sinking
            Lower
                    And lower
Now I am the dirt you step on
The ground you stomp on
I am nothing but a coward
Not enough to stand
Not enough for anything
I
   Am
          Nothing
Not one creature that cares
Or care just not for me
Lonley I spend my days
Hoping for a remedy
Someone to save me
Save me from myself
And the things inside
Ripping
             Cutting
                          Killing