Love or Lust

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Love or Lust
To touch or trust
To settle for no passion
Or live a life where nothing but your body is appreciated fashion
A life where your heart's alone.

I love lust
I have a need for the excitement
The push and pull friction
Attachment, Attraction
Contentment together as a multifaceted distraction
Detachment from the rest of time.

As an outlet for my frustration
A reflexion of my sorrow
I treat each moment of lust
Like you and I will have no tomorrow
Because I know how it goes
After tonight, there will be no tomorrow
Always the same old scenario

Loneliness follows
Resentment ensues
For my regretful behavior
I have no excuse
And still, this is the side I choose

It's lonely
It's dangerous
It's not looked upon by many
But it provides feeling
Something I don't get from a lot
It's an obsession for holding a secret
Knowing that I was one
If only for a moment....