Anna's Nightstand

Anna sleeps next to a drawer
Full of
Pills
Notes
Receipts
And yeah, you wouldn't have guessed it
but
a pink double-sided dildo

Remnants
of her life.

So what does that tell
you about
Anna?

Anna is shaken like a
Musso's Cosmo
She rambles but
her words go unheard.
She spends all her money on
Things
To make her feel more
Whole.

Anna treasures her photos,
moments captured,
Forever
Never To Change
(wouldn't that be nice?)

She has her secrets
This one's a foot-long and made of
neon gel,
infrequently used;
But it's been
Used
Nonetheless.

Anna lets
The shit collect
She likes to watch it
Add up
And not
Add up

Gazing down into her messy life;
her nightstand, she wonders:

If you saw
What would you think
about Anna?