i hate but love you

I hate you but I love you
My wounds are starting to show
Because of how much I loved you so
I hate seeing your face
But miss you when you are gone
So alone
Memories are still swirling around in my head
I wish it’d all end
I’d rather forget than forgive you
Then show you how broken I am inside
Id rather hide in my cocoon
Then hear those words soon
Those 4 words
Can destroy me
I hate your voice
But yet I love the noise
I hate your personality
Yet I still want you to be with me
I hate what you’ve done
But no matter what I cant win
Your name in planted in my heart
You were my everything
Right from the start.