True Intentions.

Having to hide true intentions is cruel. 

Forcing yourself to be kind when in reality you want to rip their rib cage out and break each rib little by little. 

Forcing yourself to plaster on a smile and agree with whatever they say..
when in reality you want to rip off their lips and squish them in your palms. 

Having to maintain the image they want to see you as when you want to end your life and theirs as well. 

Wanting to feel the pain that is to die for daily, but having to contain yourself because of the people who are just interested.

Really not wanting to help. 

Having to watch yourself around people or you'll end up in jail..or hell. 

Dying to be who you want when people are trying to change you. 

It really sucks when you want to stab someone in the guts and shove your hands in there exploring every part of their body

...but instead having to attempt to sit still. 

Hiding your true intentions is cruel.