as the drugs take over

I feel so ashamed.
sneaking drugs again.
I told them I was sober and it was over.
but as you can see I lied again.
but in one more moment il be in heaven again.
one more hit and il be me again.
they took over me again.
you know you need it you know you want it come take a toke its all
you ever wanted.
my life starts to spiral out of control the devil is on my shoulder.
my heart slowly gets colder.
and eventually the drugs take over....