almost goodbye

The day will come when I finally say I've had enough. That day draws closer all the time. I already have myself a plan, it's just a matter of when. When I finally say I can't do this anymore, when I finally grab those pills. I long for that day when I finally throw all this crap away and end it all. I've come so close so many times but I'm not quite ready yet. But soon, so soon I will be.