give in

Shes yelling again
shes loosing all control
the drugs have taken over her
I pictured her death so differently
I would trade an eternity to bring her back
it had gone on for months
she lied about what she was doing
every one she called a friend was a dealer
the demons in her head screamed she needed it
she needed to kiss the needle
she drowned her self in cocaine
were was the love as she slowly killed herself
I remind my self everyday to think positive
I tell my self ill never be like her
I wont fall to my knees and submit to my wants
I wont give in to what people say about me
I wont give in to the needle
I wont give in to the demons who try to drag me down
I wont       

                 give in...