Longdistance Pain

You know that feeling when you just love someone so much
it fucking hurts
that the way they smell is just a fucking drug to you
the way their touch fills you with passion
how you can just lay their in silence with eachother and it's not awkward at all the way you can let yourself be vaunerable around them
and not be scared to just actually be in love
to be able to cry together
and the way you love them so much when their not there you sit there with their cologne in your hand wearing his jacket just bawling your eyes out cause you miss him so much
ughhh love suck's the distance is killing me
god my heart hurts
I just wanna lay in his arms and fall asleep
just feel safe
feel loved