Us

Regret fills this void in my soul the hunger has taken hold
of my eager caress my eagerness
detoxifying love so blind
regretting the venues we have carved in our heart muscles sinews
re-edifying the things I have given you through psychic awareness
devotion to a man now soulless  
if I could only harness the wrath of your love's boldness
the falsifying of emotions
expressed in sober emoticons
the drunken state of an ill fate
you and me in a holigraphic state
the ruin surrounds us where love once abounded
and now I am confounded
thus was there ever really an 'us'?
As of now you continue to state that we are fated
ill I say because all I can see is the years wasted
on your daily play when all that you are
is a rough draft in a brand new car
ill fated I say because on this very day
I ask you for love and you have absolutely nothing to say!
If you  knew what love was on the days I spent demanding your affection
with every thought and every action
I was a devotee of your cheerful destiny
only to be bitten by your heart's bitter (ness) I
ached for a tender sincere caress
you certainly seem a villan to me
you are honestly more bitter and cold and cruel than I could ever be.
So two of us makes a mix of thirty three and I have to say that's all me.
So fuck you very much for the unwelcome insincere touch
you were looking for someone to overpower
I shall laugh to myself as yourself you devour.  
I mean it so much may you be your own lunch
and just remember when I said I loved you
I now know I didn't mean it very much.