Alive

My child hood?  
well that's quite hazy.  
Everyday was a new task, every milestone a new story,  
every year a new place, a new start.  
 
those days ,those changes i had always wished it never happened ,  
or never mattered.  
 
But here i am  
thrown and tossed ,trapped in a cage amid-st the fears of reality  
trying and trying  
caving my way out ,just hoping to be seen  
Quite amazed by my capability.  
 
Every time i fail, i give up  
i say-  
 "enough is enough. Maybe  
  i am just not good enough"  
 
But then something in me burns  
crawls its way up  
i know there's hope  
because i know, there will come a day when i will shine,  
so bright that that i know I'm alive.  
 
every time i defeat my fears ,the coward in me vanishes  
i realize that  
i want to build more dreams  
and fulfill all my wishes  
 
Adrenaline gushes through my veins,  
there is not a rock i cant break, or a race i cant win  
no one needs to tell me i can  
i just wanna live everyday like its a gift  
every second a bonus  
 
because ..hey there!  who knows if i will wake up tomorrow and still be the same  
 
still feel the same  
 
still be breathing  
 
who knows if there will be time for goodbyes or hugs  
 
and i know i will make every second count  
and still miss out on a lot in life  
 
but at least i wont die full of regret  
as my people would know, i love them-always  
i have only done-whatever my heart says  
and my soul will live always  
 
   
 
 to dear whoever-  
 
u needn't die to know what death feels like  
 
u just need to be alive  
 
as the fear of loosing it  
is worse than not having one at all.