Missing Terrible

So many things,
I wish I could say.
So many times,
I watched you walk away.
 
If only you knew
What’s inside
My heart and mind
Then maybe you would care
Of all the times we shared.
 
Sweet songs of love
Each word would pierce
I didn’t know,
I didn’t care
That each word you spoke
Drew blood each time
And now an empty hole resides
 
My grieving sorrow fills the night
By day my tears are tied
Alone, again
Each time I die
You never hear and never see
How much I miss your
Your Lullaby
 
Words soft and sweet
Your feather touch
Yields now
To a harsh and spiting
Verse
No longer tender and true
 
Love me you did
Love me you didn’t
Regret you do
Regret you don’t
Love me like her
Love her like me
You cheated
Yet not.
Make up your mind
You’re tearing me apart.
 
Just say the truth
It’s all I ask.
I miss you so much
I love you
If you find me,
Come back…..