best friend

I wasn't suppose to feel like this
I should have just let you go
I shouldn't have ever felt your lips
I shouldn't have let you know
When we sang for the first time
Complete butterflies
Sit in your room
And listen to you talk for hours on end
Because you were my best friend
So content
Massages
Movies
Late night games
Laugh when we would wrestle
You would whisper dumb things in my ear
Grab me in your arms
I wish I could erase things
Pretend to never hear
While we lie in your bed
Like many nights before
There was this look in your eyes
I'd never seen
It wasn't like you walking in my room
While I changed for work
The night of your birthday it all changed
You would never call me your best friend again
You wanted more
Listening to music
You wanted to dance
Let it take me away
This is our song
I remember to this day
Took my hands in yours and then we kissed
I can't say I didn't want it to
But then it went further than I think we had planned
With that kiss I slowly felt your hand slide up to remove my blouse
Heard a moan escape your lips
Clothes were falling to the floor
We laid on your bed
Not as before this time it was different it was waY more
We lie there in a deep embrace cuddling after everything had taken place
A one time thing a fluke
That's what I would say
Somewhere along the waY we fell in love
Neither of us ever took the time to speak up
I moved away you felt the pain
Heard you got married
Stopped talking.
The things I miss so much
Even though at the time it felt beyond right
Wish we both would have said what was on our mind instead of going into everything so blind.
We gave in
Let fantasies become real
And never said what either one of us really did feel
I will whisper now this is no mistake
I fell in love with my best friend
Lost him along the waY
I wish I could go back in time replay that day I would tell you everything I felt in my heart
If there is one thing we share its honesty
I love you
My best friend you will always be