darkest black

I'm a slave to salvation
hooked on smiles and "just for while"'s
I find relief in satisfaction and peace in high
I've found love in pleasure and complete in a lie

sin attaches itself deep into my soul
complete in its alluring fill
a cup to never empty
a certainty to never spill

black colors and races lost
deep rivers of bloodied costs
as empty as it is
the dark completes my deepest wish

never more found never more gone
never the same
always chasing a dying flame
burned fingers and bleakest desires

insane and calm
emotions chained and deranged
keep the chill low and forget
how could this be wrong