Bitterness

Sea of eternal bitterness washes over me
Anger swelling inside
The waves grow stronger
The current pushing me out
The warmth of the hatred feeds me
Turning me into something I am not
Thoughts of destruction
Pain I want to cause
Breaking through to my inner core
Feeling there hurt deep inside
Brings out a smile
I fight off the urge that consumes me
Hitting me like an orgasm
I can't fight it
My blood boiling, my heart racing
I pounce at the chance to devour you
The taste of your blood
The ripping of your skin
I feel you inside me
I want to Hurt you
Watch the fear inside you
Your eyes roll back
My excitement rises
Your end is near
I lick my lips, taste the swet
I start to relax and let out a sigh
On your knees you beg no more
Falling to the floor, I walk away
And close the door
My bitterness gone til another day