The monster you made me

I am falling,
For it is getting out of hand.
I am a slave in this mess,
And yet you do nothing.
You don't stop to catch me.
I am scared,
Scared of what I have become.
I love you,
Even though I hate you.
I fight the monster inside of me,
As I call your name when I'm falling to the ground.
I'm the poison that doesn't go away,
At least that's what people think.
When I see you I break,
This monster wants to come out and play,
She is hungry for reveng,
But I don't wish to hurt you.
The hardest part is holding back the tears.
I soon hit the ground,
No one to help me.
She has taken over.
I am trapped.
She screams, "STOP WITH YOUR LIES!"
But no one can hear,
The pain in her voice.
All the suffering we went through,
Just to end up in the dirt.
I ask her "why?"
And she clearly explains,
Why she is who she is.
And why I am the way I am.
Because all we did was care to much.
We had a heart,
Well no more.
We are falling,
This has to be a dream.
But I know its reality.
I know that all we have is each other.
We can no longer trust anyone.
They made us the monster,
That should have never came out to say hi.
Yet they wonder why.
Why we do what we do,
Why I am a monster.
Why I have No control over my sanity.
Because you broke me...
With your lies.
With your love...
So I say goodbye,
And that you rest in peace.